Cocksucking confessions

I absolutely couldn’t, even if my life depended on it, tell you exactly how many cocks I’ve sucked. I can absolutely guarantee that there are two that I have sucked, more than any other than any others, and that I still suck both of them at every opportunity that I can and those are, of course, the cocks belonging to Master C and “The Other Guy”. Those two are pretty obvious. Then, of course, there was the cock belonging to my first proper (read sexual) boyfriend, then, of course, there was my bastard, cheating ex, and there were a couple of guys that weren’t boyfriends but were regular “fuck buddies” during my student years.

After that, it all tends to get a bit murky. There are the male participants in our “Sharing Circle” for starters. Then there were the numerous casual encounters of my late teens and early 20s, where I licked, sucked and fucked my way through a swathe of the student population. There were the cocks I sucked when on holiday abroad, where almost no night out was complete without a post-nightclub blow-job and fuck. Then there were the guys I sucked off when I was between relationships, the additional guys I sucked off while I’ve been in relationships, and the guys I’ve sucked while they have been in relationships. Even today, there are still the occasional random, drunken blow-jobs in back alleys. I’ve said it before, but it’s worth repeating, the times that I am at my happiest, generally involve me having my lips wrapped around a penis at some point during the proceedings.

Why is this? Well, as I’ve mentioned before, I love the sense of empowerment I, as a submissive woman, get through giving head. I love the fact that when a man comes in my mouth, that it is almost certainly entirely down to me (possibly with whatever he is visualising in his mind while I am sucking him, helping him along). For me, knowing that the pleasure he is experiencing is entirely down to what I am doing is deeply gratifying. On top of all this, I love the fact that it’s something that I can do pretty much anywhere and at any time; I don’t need to get undressed, I simply need to unzip/unbutton him, take him in my mouth then tuck him away safely when I’m done.

Of course, not every blow-job will result in me receiving a mouthful of cum. Sometime the blow-job will stop before that point so that the recipient of it can fuck me in the cunt or arse. Sometimes Master C might decide I am not worthy of such a reward and will, instead, unload over my face or boobs. That, of course, is His right and I accept it gladly and, given my whole degradation and humiliation thing, I actually treat such an ending as almost as much of a reward as I do when He fills my mouth with a thick load of cum to savour before swallowing it down hungrily.

With Master C, sucking His cock forms part of my service and devotion to Him. I suck His cock to help Him unwind and relax. I suck His cock to give Him pleasure and, in doing so, bring myself pleasure. I suck His cock when He commands me to do it. I suck His cock when He lets me suck it (and pine for it when He doesn’t). I suck His cock as a means of atoning for misdeeds and transgressions. I suck His cock when He deems it is an appropriate reward. Sometimes, I suck His cock simply because He has one and I want to suck it. Sometimes it can be foreplay, sometimes it can be an event in its own right. The simple fact is, whatever the reason I find myself with Master C’s cock in my mouth, you can absolutely, 100% guarantee that it’s what I want to be doing and that I am enjoying every second of it.

I sucked my first cock when I was 14, and instantly became addicted. I probably wasn’t very good, but the recipient had never had one before so he had nothing to compare it with. I did put in a lot of practice on that cock, particularly during the several months that we were “oral only” before I finally arranged to have him help me discard my virginity. In the intervening years, I have had a lot more practice and I’ve sucked cocks of all shapes, sizes and colours. I’ve sucked them individually and as part of a group. Practice, or so they say, makes perfect. I would never claim perfection, but both “The Other Guy” and Master C are fully appreciative of the cocksucking skillset I’ve developed over the course of the better part of three and half decades, and I’m pretty sure I’ve never had any complaints from the men in our sharing circle or the random guys whose cocks I’ve sucked either.

So, as I said way back at the start of this tribute to tumescence, I have absolutely no idea how many cocks I have had in my mouth. I can say, without without any fear of contradiction, that it is far more than I have had in either my cunt or my arse. I can only hope that all of those recipients have enjoyed having me suck their cocks at least as much I enjoyed sucking them.

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13 thoughts on “Cocksucking confessions

  1. Liz BlackX March 8, 2022 / 17:17

    I love your different interpretations of sucking cock. I also love how it makes you feel empowered, even, or maybe especially, as a submissive woman. It does give you a certain control 🙂


    • Mòrag NicEanraig March 9, 2022 / 14:24

      It also helps that it’s something that, from the very first blow-job I ever gave, I really enjoy doing; as much for the act itself as for the pleasure I know I’m giving.


  2. Marie Rebelle March 9, 2022 / 10:56

    Loved reading this, and actually love that you don’t know how many cocks you have sucked, as that in itself is evidence of how much you enjoy it. I think the fingers on my two hands will be more than enough to count the ones I had in my mouth, as I only started with it in my late thirties 😉
    ~ Marie xox

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    • Mòrag NicEanraig March 9, 2022 / 11:53

      With my first boyfriend, I progressed from making him come using my hands, to making him come using my mouth and, for a few months, those were our only forms of “serious” sexual activity. I loved how much he enjoyed what I did to him and that just made me want to do it even more. Even once we’d progressed to fucking, I’d still give him a blow-job whenever the possibility arose. My love and enjoyment of sucking cock just grew from there.

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  3. Kristan X March 12, 2022 / 10:04

    A very thorough and appealing account of a history of cocksucking. Thanks for sharing!


  4. David Mei June 23, 2022 / 22:41

    You sound like I feel about cunnilingus! Although I know that my count of cunts I’ve eaten is 10. Only slightly less than the number I’ve fucked. But that’s only because it took the first couple to find one that would let me! It was the early 80’s and for some reason some girls just didn’t.

    I love your appreciation of cock and your pursuit of perfection through practice. May your education continue.


  5. Mary Wood July 1, 2022 / 11:27

    It’s a wonderful feeling to be submissive and enjoy it.


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