The discovery years

As is, I suppose, the case for may of us, my teenage years were a time of discovery and experimentation. They were the years when the “theory” of sex things were, largely, put into practice. By the time I put my teenage years behind me in the spring of 1994, there really wasn’t much I hadn’t tried. By my 20th birthday, I’d experienced the full gamut from those first, furtive fumblings and fingerings, through sucking, fucking, licking and being licked by both male and female partners, all the way to having sex with multiple partners at a party during my university’s freshers’ week. My teenage years were the years of first times and discoveries of what was simply just enjoyable and what was “Oh my fucking God! What just happened?”

My teenage years were the time of the so called “slut bands”, the multi-coloured string bracelets that me and other girls in my school (and probably countless others) wore around our left wrist; each colour indicating something we’d let a boy do to us: yellow, for having our boobs felt, green for having been fingered, orange for touched his cock, purple for having sucked it, red for having gone all the way. We wore our bands with pride and there was always a feeling of appreciative envy when one of the group added a new colour to her wrist that you didn’t have on yours.

It was also the time where I discovered that something that was just “meh!” with one partner could be amazing with an other, and that similarly something that one partner did that almost required scraping me off the ceiling could, with another partner, be little more than a damp squib.

Those were the years where I learned what I enjoyed, how I liked to be touched, how I liked to be licked, the positions where I could most enjoy the feeling of a partner’s cock inside me, the things that I did with my lips and tongue that my partners enjoyed the most. They were the years of discovering the different ways of how I could give myself pleasure; which worked best when I needed to get off in a hurry and which best suited a long, leisurely session when I had time on my hands. They were the years where I learned about the almost infinite ways in which two or more bodies could fit together to bring pleasure and enjoyment to the participants.

Most of all though, it was a journey where I discovered me as a sexual human being. My sexual tastes, appetites and desires were forged in those years. My love of of sucking a partner’s cock, my love of the taste of another woman’s cunt, my hunger for sex that was just that little bit rougher and “out there” were all born in those years. By the time I turned 20, I was already well on the way to becoming the unrestrained sex-hungry slut I would become before Master C taught me. Casual sex had become my norm. A night out at the Student Union invariably meant going home with a different man or woman, and sometimes more than one, or both; the night often starting before we wound up in whatever room/flat we were heading to.

I went from from curious virgin, to experimental novice and on to seasoned slut in just a few short years. Solo sex, sex within a committed relationship (by teenage standards), same-sex sex, experimental sex, casual sex, risky sex, public sex, group sex, I had done all within a few short years.

Do I regret any of it? No, not really. Some of the individual encounters I had  may have been less enjoyable or satisfactory, but even they were building blocks towards making me the person I am today. Every partner, every fuck, every blow-job, every cunt licked or tongue on my clit, every load of cum swallowed have made me the confident sexual person that I am today.

Under Master C’s guidance and correction, I have become somewhat more discerning and restrained when it comes to my random encounters than I was back in those days and throughout my 20s, but looking back at those early days, I had a lot of fun, a lot of pleasure, a lot of fucks and a lot of orgasms, so I really can’t complain.

Would I do my teenage years differently if I could do them again? Maybe. I might not be in such a head-long rush to try absolutely everything; maybe leaving longer for the novelty of my latest new thing to diminish before seeking the next thing to try, but there’s nothing I’d leave out. And let’s face it, every teenager needs a hobby and as a particularly randy one in the late 1980s/early 1990s, growing up in a remote part of Scotland, there really wasn’t much else to do in terms of recreational activities.

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9 thoughts on “The discovery years

  1. Marie Rebelle January 25, 2021 / 18:04

    Even though you might have done it differently if you could go back, I think it’s brilliant that you had all these experiences and knew yourself so well at the end of your teenage years! Thank you for sharing 🙂
    ~ Marie

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    • Mòrag January 26, 2021 / 09:42

      Definitely! I don’t regret the things I’ve done, although some of the people I did them with are a slightly different matter 😉

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  2. David Mei January 26, 2021 / 17:47

    Nice retelling of memories. Hmmm I wonder if those slut bands were a thing in the states? I don’t remember them at my school but it was a decade earlier.
    Always a pleasure to read your blog. Thanks for posting.

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    • Mòrag January 28, 2021 / 15:25

      I’m sure there would probably have been some variant amongst some girlfriend groups. We all find our ways of communicating our “secrets” to our peer group.

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  3. collaredmichael January 28, 2021 / 14:45

    I hadn’t heard of the slut bands before… intriguing. I kept wondering how much the parents knew about them… lol. I wish I had known someone like you when I was a teenager…


    • Mòrag January 28, 2021 / 15:27

      I hope our parents just thought they were a fad, a bit like the charity wrist bands that were popular about 10/15 years ago.

      There was also the “goggle bobble” which was a scrunchie/elastic hairband, usually worn around the wrist that those of us with long hair could use to tie our hair up to keep it out of our faces when giving a blow-job. Pre-Covid, I still wore one of those if I went for a night out when wearing my hair down 😉

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      • collaredmichael January 28, 2021 / 15:38

        Seems a good idea. Wouldn’t want your hair to get in the way… lol


  4. Liz BlackX January 29, 2021 / 11:33

    Sounds like the perfect way to spend your teenage years, exploring everything you love. Too often I talk to people who didn’t go through this and seem oblivious to what they actually enjoy.


    • Mòrag January 30, 2021 / 15:49

      I was lucky. I had a solid “theoretical knowledge” and, as it turned out, some very enthusiastic help in turning that into practical experience. 😉


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