Plans, goals & looking forward

If, at the start of 2020, you had told us we would be spending much of the next year in varying degrees of lockdown, I suspect we’d have thought you were having some sort of sick joke at our expense. Yet, before three months were passed, that was where we were.

Now, as we start another year, we find ourselves pretty much where we were back in March last year. Granted, there is slightly more freedom, there are hopes that vaccines might soon return some of our regular freedoms to us in the not too distant future, and yet, here we are, shut off from each other and unable to do so many of the things that a mere 12 months ago, we took so much for granted.

So what plans/goals do I have for the year ahead? Well, to put it quite bluntly, none really.

I long for the time when Master C and I will be able to meet freely with other members of our “Sharing Circle”, I look forward to the days when I can spend time with “The Girl” or “The Other Guy”, I look forward to being able to go out to the pub, meet then drunkenly fuck random strangers and suffer the consequences for my actions.  I want to travel again; to see new places and revisit ones that I’ve been to before and loved. I want to spend more time outdoors, and for more of that time to be in a climate where I can be naked. I want, I want, I want…

When will these things happen? Who knows? I live simply in the hope and belief that they will, one day, be possible again. Until that day, I have Master C, and for that I am grateful. My plans for 2021, such as they are, are simply to remain His obedient(ish) and dutiful(ish) submissive; to be the partner He deserves and the support and love He needs. I plan to submit to His will, to be nurtured, guided and, where necessary, corrected and disciplined by Him. I plan to suck His cock whenever He permits me. I plan to let Him fuck me, whenever He wants to, in whichever hole He chooses. Most of all, however, I plan to love Him, to give myself to Him and to be there for Him in the same way that He loves, cares for, gives Himself to, and is always there for me.

Master C is my steadfast rock in my see of uncertain waters, and I have no plans for that to change.

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9 thoughts on “Plans, goals & looking forward

  1. Marie Rebelle January 6, 2021 / 17:14

    It’s so good to see you back to blogging again! The various lockdowns have changed our lives so much, and I echo your wish to be able to return to regular freedoms we had before, even if it’s under a new kind of ‘normal’. Love your plans for 2021, and look forward to read more of you again 🙂
    ~ Marie

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    • Mòrag January 6, 2021 / 17:21

      Thanks Marie. I seem to be bucking the trend by restarting when so many people felt compelled to give up or they no longer felt safe to continue in 2020. Just have to see how long it lasts, but so far the experience has been positive. I suspect we will never fully return to how things were, and it’s difficult to plan for a future that is still very much unknown (although it always was, we just took it for granted that tomorrow would be the same as yesterday), but we still need to have things to focus on to keep us moving forward or else there’d be no point carrying on.

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      • Marie Rebelle January 6, 2021 / 17:58

        Believe me, I was close to giving up in 2020 too, but my blog is too important to me to do that, and I have so much I still want to share. And I agree with you, the future is almost unknown, and we need to have things to focus on. I guess the lockdowns and virus just made us realize what things are important, like kindness and respect 🙂

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        • Mòrag January 6, 2021 / 20:29

          I guess I was lucky that I missed most of the nastiness while I was on hiatus for general life stuff.

          Sadly, some people will always be too sure of their own self-appointed importance. Our blogs and what we blog about are important, but in the great cosmic scheme of things, we are simply a single fishbowl in a universe of fishbowls and what goes on in ours probably doesn’t even register in the vast majority of others. Some people just need to get over themselves.

          As for the rest of us, we just keep muddling on as best we can in our own ways, giving what support we can to those most in need of it. We are all a long time dead and I doubt that any of us, neither us mere mortals, nor the self-anointed great and good will be widely remembered after we’ve gone.

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  2. thebarefootsub January 8, 2021 / 13:14

    I love that your plans focus on what you have control over. Actually, not control. Master C would have something to say about that, I’m sure! But things that are within your remit anyway.

    Thank you for linking up N x


    • Mòrag January 11, 2021 / 09:53

      My attitude has always been not to worry about things I can’t do anything about, and that spills over into this area of my life as well. Plans and goals are important, but I don’t believe they should be all-consuming. Sometimes you just have to live in the moment and see where that takes you. Actually, that can be a lot of fun too.


  3. missy January 9, 2021 / 08:06

    I was so pleased when I saw your post pop up and am glad that you have started sharing your thoughts again. Your post made me think how much easier it has been for me rather than people in other dynamics where they have not been able to go our as usual. Most of my D/s life is online and I live with HL so it has not changed things as much for us. I do feel that we have been curbed a bit though and definitely in terms of the exploration of play with others that we had wanted to focus on. I love your goals and you made me think about my own submission, so thank you for that. Missy x


    • Mòrag January 11, 2021 / 09:57

      I think I’m largely the same. Circumstances have meant that Master C and I have had to focus pretty much exclusively on each other, which has taken a bit of adjusting to (for me, more so, I suspect as I’ve always been able to enjoy my random encounters), but on the whole we’ve managed to build something positive out of those circumstances. I still do look forward to being able to enjoy the company of others again though.

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      • missy January 13, 2021 / 08:07

        I am really pleased that you have been able to make it work well for you and fingers crossed you will get back to your random encounters soon. Missy x


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