Cum… It’s a strange substance really. That’s not to say I find it repulsive in any way, because I most definitely do not.
I’ve been bizarrely fascinated by the stuff ever since the first time I saw/made a guy cum when I was 14. It has a sticky, smooth texture that defies words and, for me, watching a guy cum is simply one of the most erotic scenes I can witness. There’s a sense of gratification that comes (no pun intended) of seeing the reward for your efforts as he unloads.
Now don’t get me wrong, that’s not to say that I don’t prefer to have his sticky goodness inside me, but for all the times I’ve had a nice, thick load shot into my cunt or arse, or down my throat or over my face/boobs/arse/skin, actually watching a guy erupt and knowing that I’m the cause, is something I’ll never tire of seeing. There is, for me, something strangely hypnotic about it. I simply love watching guys cum.
Perhaps it’s the inherent honesty of of it. It is, after all, a reaction that can’t (to my knowledge anyway) be faked. It’s a kind of confirmation to me, as a woman, that I’ve properly pleasured my man.
I also love the way that the male orgasm is so visual, compared to ours. I can be fairly vocal when I cum, and I tend to writhe and moan a lot, and Master C’s back often has the scratches to demonstrate how much I’ve enjoyed things. Apart from the noises I make and the way my body shudders uncontrollably, there isn’t really any visible evidence my orgasm for my partners to see (although Master C claims He can always tell when I have and He can certainly taste when I have when it’s His tongue that has caused it).
With the male orgasm, it’s completely different. We women get very warm, sticky, and at times, very visible and in our face evidence of when our man has reached the point of no return. We know we’re the reason he’s lost control (leaving aside whomever he’s actually fantasising about at that point, we’ll allow them that), we know that, in that moment, the only thing he’s really thinking about is that sensation as his balls contract and his seed floods up through his cock and we know, that we have contributed in what ever way, be it with our hands, mouth, cunt, arse, or even just whispering naughty nothings in his ear as he jerks himself off, that we have contributed to his pleasure.
For me, at least, that is a huge turn-on.
That’s not to say I’m being completely selfless; I will, after all, have derived an awful lot of pleasure from his cock in the process, and my own orgasm is just as important but, where as I can, and frequently do cum more than once in a single session, for most guys, they only cum once and it’s part of my job to make sure his orgasm is every bit as enjoyable for him as mine was/were for me.
Part of that is letting Master C cum wherever He wants. Well, actually, “let” doesn’t come into it, He cums where He wants to cum. Sometimes that’ll mean taking His load in my mouth, which, of course I have no objection to, sometimes it’ll mean taking it in my cunt or arse, depending on which hole He’s fucking when He reaches boiling point, and at other times it will mean having Him shoot it all over my skin, which is a sensation that I particularly love, especially when He cums all over my boobs as a prelude to rubbing his warm sticky load into my skin as he eats me out.
I guess you could say I’m a bit of a cum addict. It’s been the best part of a quarter of a century since I saw my first load and I dread to think how many more loads I have seen, felt (both in me and on me), or tasted since then, but I’m still just as fascinated by cum now, as I was back then, if not more so.
Funnily enough, you’ll never hear Master C complaining about my fixation. He’s only more than happy to provide me with my regular fix. And, of course, I’m always happy to take it in whatever quantities and in what ever location He is able to give it to me.
In the end, we both get what we want, He gets to give me a bloody good seeing to, where I “let” Him fuck me any way He pleases, and I get to savour a nice thick load of His maleness wherever He so wishes to deposit it. There’s absolutely no doubting the fact that I’m a very lucky little slut indeed…